college no more anxiety and a wedding

Ok everyone another update time so I made it through my first official week at work I forgot to blog about the fact that I'm not just a server anymore I have been promoted to housekeeping and its full time and pays great oh and it has benefits so I no longer have to worry about the fact that I can't afford health insurance so yay oh that brings me to another point I have been taking anti anxiety medicine since I was fourteen I had decided to go off of it about a week ago with the a doctors supervision of course and I am proud to say that I no longer have to take it and am doing great yay um I got registerd for my college classes though sadly I have to take math and I'm horrible at math so wish me luck on that. David came up again this weekend and we had a good time going to see the ugly truth which was funny but a little crude anyway I get my first paycheck Wednesday yay me lol oh and congrats to my friend Kahea who got engaged on her birthday you will make a beautiful bride

college boys life in general

Ok update time I have a horrible cold and I have no idea how I got it in summer but whateveri still have one my new job is awesome I love my boss and co workers I hate cleaning up after people but honestly its a job and that's a lot more than some people the only thing I hate about it is that I don't sit down for over eight hours and my feet kill by the end of it like I want to cry hurt this week my grandma has been kind if driving me nuts she is a little bit too in my buisness I know she means well but after six months of living on my own not having to tell anyone where I was going what time I would be home etc maybe I'm just cranky see the way I blow off steam and think through things is while I drive I haven't been able to drive in over month seeing as I have no car and its driving me over the edge so david came up to see me this weekend it was interesting and we had some good talks and some fun times I got my friend lindsays wedding announcement sadly its not in the budget to make a trip down to st george but congrats Lindsay and Austin every happiness to you both to anyone who knows Lindsey lee their wedding is July thirty first and they are getting married in the st george temple hmmm I think that's everything for right now oh wait I forgot to mention that got accepted to salt lake community college and was granted independent status so I qualify for finacial aid now yay I will be going back to college to become a secondary education teacher I would love to be a high school history teacher thanks to my history teacher in high school who made history fun for me mr Hansen rocks ok that's it for now

everything is coming together and some are breaking apart

All right everyone update time I had my first day as a server and considering it was my first day I did pretty ok I only dropped a piece of silverware the whole night they make us wear tuxedo shirts and black pants then black slacks there is something about going as fast as you can to serve people who eat as slow as they walk its kind of ironic I have another shift today for the lunch shift so we will see how well that goes my working out is going good I went every morning last week and am pretty excited that I stuck with it hopefully I will be able to stick it out another week so my best friend Jill is now dating my ex Jeff its so strange to think about that though they do have similar personalitys and I hope it works out for them Taylor is still getting married to Dallas in October and I'm way happy for her a bit soon perhaps but they will make a cute couple as everything comes into place here in salt lake I'm beggining to realize this is where I belong and that I was not crazy in my feeling that I should move here as I live with my grandparents and have gotten a job I can finally be a kid I don't have to worry about how I'm going to pay the rent or where I'm going to find the money for food it had been a great relief for me and sincerely think my grandparents are guardian angels my parents and I see stil not talking and honestly I think that it has helped my stress and anxiety levels so much Kelsey and I see still. Not talking I don't remember what we fought about but we were drifting apart anyway so maybe its for the best and I will just let it be well that's all I really have an update on I hope everybody has a great day

a new baby and a new job

Pk I know I posted yesterday but I have some bits of news that I would like to share kellir had her baby today her water broke last night at three thirty in the morning he is healthy and both mom and baby are doing great so congrats to them ok my second piece of news I finally got a job I will be a server at a retirment community and its doesn't pay all that well but in this economy just to have a job is wonderful so I'm very excited that everything seems to be falling into place and it seems that I was right in my feeling that I am supposed to be here in salt lake anyways congrats kellie your going to be a wonderful mom and the Conner jaxon thayer is very lucky to have parents like you too

congrats kellie and Garrett

So I have decided I should update this more so here goes I just found out that my friend kellie is in labor woth her first baby a son they are going to name Conner so congrats to them I'm praying that all goes well so things up here in salt lake are fine my grandmother and I had our first fight yesterday about me listening to my ipod at night I won lol but it really wasn't that big a deal my grandparents were nice enough to get me a gym membership so I have been going to that to lose weight and I'm loving it so far well at least as much as you can love. The gym lol this Saturday were going to go see hello dolly at hale centere theatre and I'm way excited they always out on wonderful plays ok I have to go jump in the shower have a good day everybody

events that have happened in good old salt lake

So its been awhile since I posted so I thought hmmm I should update it well things re going good up here in salt lake I have moved in with my grandparents due to some very complicated un forseen circumstances that I won't go into here but I will on my other private blog so happy fourth of July everybody hope that you all lost some of your hearing because the fireworks were so awesome my grandparents and. My aunt and I went to the parade and then to Murray park to look at the clasic cars which my grandpa just loved he was sitting there telling us all these old stories which was cool then we went and saw up which I thought was depressing I cried more than I laughed let's see oh my birthday was awesome pictures are coming soon on my facebook david and I went to lagoon and had a blast hmmm david yes one of my best friends is now mad at me because of him and won't talk to me nut it makes me sad that the longest conversation we had had in months was when she was upset with me I know she is really busy but honestly I don't really feel like I know here anymore oh this is my best friend in salt lake not Jill Jill and I are still tight lol which brings me to my trip down to st george awesome of course went and saw the touchan plays footloose and Annie since David works as a techie I got in free saw Jill for a little bit ran into my ex Jeff Davenport and of course I looked horrible after getting off a six hour bus ride ugh that was so not fun but I'm happy to be back up here in salt lake my friend kellie is about to have her baby in a week so I wish all the best to her she will have a beautiful baby boy good luck and enjoy that coke as soon as the baby pops out lol to everyone else in case I don't see you good afternoon good evening and good night